Friday, October 14, 2005

Last night sucked.

On wednesday, I didn't bring enough money for the light rail, just the buses, but The Rail was supposed to still be free. I fell asleep on the rail, and was out cold for about an hour. No one checked for a ticket, so assumed it was still free, like I had thought before.

I have to get up at 6am, get ready, and run to the train at 7 to get on at 730 to get to a class at 10. I absolutley hate it. Its the worst! but it's the only way on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays.

On the way home, I tried calling my mom because I didn't have enought money for the bus to the train. No one answered. So I got on the bus anyway, because Joseph was driving and he loves me! lol. My worries were over. I had no more money woes, I just had to get home which was easy.
Around the last stop in Santa Clara, I got 'cited'. They were asking for tickets! When did this start happening? It was free that morning!

I got pulled off, given a sitation (sp?) and got back on. I was 30 minutes later than normal. It's 6 hours of commute for like less then 4 hours of lectures. It's 12 hours where I can't do all my homework- so most of it is wasted! Screw that. I was so mad, when I got home I told my mom about it and it was like she didn't even care. I just kept on getting angrier, and I started yelling. She just left. She didn't even want to hear me out. She called my dad, and my dad called home- and then he started argueing with me. I even think that if he had been there, I would have hurt him physically- he was losing it, and I was losing it. I was really angry! Next thing I know, he's blaming me for things that aren't my fault, and telling me that he's calling the police! He got my so riled up, I started figuring out a way to leave and sleep somewhere else that night, but eventually I had to go~ What the heck is going on? about 10 minutes later he called and appologized... everything is okay- and I'm sorry if I scared you babe, I was panicing! I thought I was going to spend the night in jail for yelling (wat the heck?).

Tempers can get so high around here, even now adays, when things are relitively peaceful, we all get so heated up it completely makes no sense. People will say whatever they have to too just be right! Gosh. I guess thats one advantage of staying humble- which is why I reccomend it to yall!

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