Well... I guess I completely and utterly defied our church's authority in everyway XD. not good.
I broke the no PDA rule infinate amonts of times.
I'm stepping down from worship night. I was going step down from Worship Cafe as well, but after prayer I decided not to do that.
I got a few lectures. One big one at the end of the trip...
First of all; I'd like to defend the relationship at hand.
I've been through a lot. You all know, those of you who were around last year. It's hard to forget what happened for everyone. We faced the biggest tragedy we could imagine, and I faced the kind of shock and feelings. I couldn't believe it.
In my darkest hour She appears. I sit on the couch simply ready to cry, and we start talking. It was cool. I said somethign kinda of off handed in the car when we were leaving the Teen Minister's Retreat; I said that She was all I could think about just to tease Matt Spillunkin. I don't remeber if I actually had that motivation from the begining lol but if I did.. it's because she made me smile on the inside, too. After that we start talking some more; about God, our relationship with God, the Bible and many other things. I quickly learn that I'm the only non leader that even really talks to her about these things. By COPASeF (christmas in the city) I am 100% infatuated and completely at her disposal lol and guess what? same with her. After that, we just slid straight into what we were doing on the Retreat. XD.
She's like a breath of fresh air after holding your breath. She's like a bowl of soup on a cold day. And even more so, she's like an Angel from God telling me that everything is okay.
Our love (if you don't mind me using that word, I use it alot) is rooted in us loving God. On top of that, She makes me so happy. You have no idea. She is the biggest inspiration and the only reason I can figure is because She helps me come out of my dark shell and become happy. And I want to show her that I love her as much as I can. Wether that means SDA (Spiritual Displays of Affection- which I wish I could give more of) or PDA (which I guess I'll keep to a minimum.. which probably means none. Which means I'm going to try and see her all the time lol). I convinced myself that the PDA rule is best left ignored simply because I wanted to do that. Oops. I mean, I could even say it was worth it, but if I do I'd sound a little crazy. I jepordized everything I have so I could kiss her infront of people XD. Well maybe this is just a good example of how CRAZY I am about her. In my defense last, we're both really hot so it was probably fun to watch...
Anyway, I would love to say that the trip was ruined and be a good example, but it was only.. tainted. Slightly. lol. Because it is hard to process that it could be a bad memory...
I broke the no PDA rule infinate amonts of times.
I'm stepping down from worship night. I was going step down from Worship Cafe as well, but after prayer I decided not to do that.
I got a few lectures. One big one at the end of the trip...
First of all; I'd like to defend the relationship at hand.
I've been through a lot. You all know, those of you who were around last year. It's hard to forget what happened for everyone. We faced the biggest tragedy we could imagine, and I faced the kind of shock and feelings. I couldn't believe it.
In my darkest hour She appears. I sit on the couch simply ready to cry, and we start talking. It was cool. I said somethign kinda of off handed in the car when we were leaving the Teen Minister's Retreat; I said that She was all I could think about just to tease Matt Spillunkin. I don't remeber if I actually had that motivation from the begining lol but if I did.. it's because she made me smile on the inside, too. After that we start talking some more; about God, our relationship with God, the Bible and many other things. I quickly learn that I'm the only non leader that even really talks to her about these things. By COPASeF (christmas in the city) I am 100% infatuated and completely at her disposal lol and guess what? same with her. After that, we just slid straight into what we were doing on the Retreat. XD.
She's like a breath of fresh air after holding your breath. She's like a bowl of soup on a cold day. And even more so, she's like an Angel from God telling me that everything is okay.
Our love (if you don't mind me using that word, I use it alot) is rooted in us loving God. On top of that, She makes me so happy. You have no idea. She is the biggest inspiration and the only reason I can figure is because She helps me come out of my dark shell and become happy. And I want to show her that I love her as much as I can. Wether that means SDA (Spiritual Displays of Affection- which I wish I could give more of) or PDA (which I guess I'll keep to a minimum.. which probably means none. Which means I'm going to try and see her all the time lol). I convinced myself that the PDA rule is best left ignored simply because I wanted to do that. Oops. I mean, I could even say it was worth it, but if I do I'd sound a little crazy. I jepordized everything I have so I could kiss her infront of people XD. Well maybe this is just a good example of how CRAZY I am about her. In my defense last, we're both really hot so it was probably fun to watch...
Anyway, I would love to say that the trip was ruined and be a good example, but it was only.. tainted. Slightly. lol. Because it is hard to process that it could be a bad memory...
posted by Drew at 8:53 AM
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